In the post I wrote in May (sorry it’s taken me so long to get back here), I shared that my wife and I have had three pregnancies in the last two years.
I decided/realized a long time ago, and still currently have to remind myself, not to borrow tomorrow's trouble today. The days I could have spent in joy, instead of worry. The worrying has not ever changed the outcome, but it has robbed me of a few days of peace and nights of sleep.
In the hospital, In the middle of covid I was getting so anxious going into the positive rooms, and then I would relax in the other rooms with negative results. That's when I would get an email the next week telling me I had been exposed in the negative rooms. Where I was relaxed and enjoyed my patients and my work. All that to say - the anxiety did not protect or help me at all, my Father did. I was actually safer in the covid room with all the gear on. Lol. I feel like every day I'm trying to clench the steering wheel while God is telling me to relax and enjoy the ride. I love you guys, I'm praying for you!
Whew. Can relate to so much of this. With you, brother. Thank you for sharing so candidly.
I decided/realized a long time ago, and still currently have to remind myself, not to borrow tomorrow's trouble today. The days I could have spent in joy, instead of worry. The worrying has not ever changed the outcome, but it has robbed me of a few days of peace and nights of sleep.
In the hospital, In the middle of covid I was getting so anxious going into the positive rooms, and then I would relax in the other rooms with negative results. That's when I would get an email the next week telling me I had been exposed in the negative rooms. Where I was relaxed and enjoyed my patients and my work. All that to say - the anxiety did not protect or help me at all, my Father did. I was actually safer in the covid room with all the gear on. Lol. I feel like every day I'm trying to clench the steering wheel while God is telling me to relax and enjoy the ride. I love you guys, I'm praying for you!